Can you give me some advice?

Hello, everybody!!!

How are you all?? I am so grateful, I have reached 99 page views!!! 1 more to get to one hundred!!!!

So I am going to put a post up. Obviously. But there a few things I need you to know.

 I am going to tell you the ten things that you need to be able to do to fit in at my school as a teenage girl. As sucky and pointless as it may seem, I think you should know. Writing this down should help me understand as well.

Here goes!!

1. As a teenage girl from my school, you need to be able to know how to pose like a model, even though its very unlikely that they will end up being models, you still have to know how to pose like one.
2. You need to look beautiful for everything, from waiting in line at the canteen to playing sport in the middle of summer. This also means you can't get muddy.
3. You need to have all of the branded clothes.
4. You can't eat fatty things because, you cant have pimples because if you did, you can't be a model. (according to the girls in my class)
5. You need to have every social media in the world because if you don't, how can you share your model looks to the world?
6. You need top have a hot boyfriend. If you don't, well, not's not cover that part.
7. You are not aloud to pay attention in class. You have to be a rebel and not even listen to the teachers who teach you favorite subject.
8. You have to have good reasons that you didn't bring in you homework.
9. Being a girl, you need to wear tons of makeup
10. You have to have all of this mastered to have friends. This goes for everyone.

There is nothing wrong with the rules unless they are overdone. Which, must people from my school do. They over do everything. 

Taker myself for example. I don't take selfies, but if I need to go in a photo, I do try to smile nicely or pull a face for fun. I don't care what people think of me, so I don't have to worry about number 2. as much. I do have some branded clothes. Not everything I own is branded though. I can eat what I want because I exercise. I have a few social medias. I don't have a boyfriend, but I have had one. I pay attention in class, but I am not afraid to talk to other people while in that class. I am the Queen of Excuses. Literally. Give me a scenario and I can give you a good outcome. I do not wear makeup at all. I don't need to hide myself like the girls at school do. I do have some friends. A few good ones and a few friends the I prefer to call acquaintances.

So the point of this post is, I need some advice. I really, really do and this is very serious and important to me. One of my friends harmed herself badly the other day. She is okay now. But having anxiety, I am super worried. I don't know what to do and how to handle anything. She also told me yesterday that she would harm herself again. She hasn't and she saw someone else to help today. I would love some advice. I am in a really uncomfortable situation.

What do you think I should do?

Thank you and I hope you are all well,

-Ethel

P.S I am going to post a picture. . . hopefully within the hour!!!